Will: First Post

Hi guyz.. This is my first blogging experience, which is motivated by GMAT essay practice. Lolz.. Actually, I am not really used to this blog thingy coz I don't really like writing but hopefully things will change later.. =P

Today is my 4th day in my new office and surprisingly I have gotten quite used to this routine. Wake up early in the morning, doing trainings, go back home, chat with my *crazy* flatmates and sleep early. So many things were going through my mind right now, but mostly it is about comparing working life with school life which make me miss my uni life so much. And suddenly this question pop up in my mind, "Why do we always keep wanting more?" (*copying how Carrie writes her column in Sex and the City* hahaha...).

I remember when I was in primary school, I really wanted to wear the blue pants and when I got to wear it, I began dreaming to wear the gray one. Afterwards, I kept thinking how nice it would be to be able to wear casual clothing to school. However, after experiencing uni life, high school memories were keep flashing back, which proves how much I miss it despite of its old-fashioned uniform. The same thing happens now. Last year, when I was busy with job-hunting, I was dreaming how nice and how cool it would be if I am able to work in an investment bank. But, after getting the job and experiencing the hectic life of a support team member, I really miss school life. And knowing I could not turn back the time, I keep looking for more dreams, dreaming to be one of the manager who stay in cozy condos or the directors who drive cool cars. Desperation comes when I realized that I will not be one of them anytime soon.

Maybe we have never really realized it, but sometimes human are really not easy to be satisfied. We always want something more. It is good to have big dreams and chase them with all your might. But sometimes, it is good to slow it down and enjoying the moment. When I went for lunch earlier, I stopped at the junction, took a look at the clear blue sky while drinking Ice Tea. At that moment, I realized that this is not a bad place to be afterall. I think I will like my job even though I know it would be tough and I have nice friends which are sharing our small yet lively apartment.

Right now I am feeling motivated again. I will try my best to finish all the training materials, so I can go back early and have a nice chat with my *dear* flatmates. Lolz.. Until then, ciao~~

XOXO
-will-